Monthly Archives: January 2005


Great week? Am I going back to Kimberly? ahh, mentle distress

Did you know the average person spends 6 years dreaming?

I think it is cool

heading out to copper rocks with alyysaa san



“No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he’ll never let you be pushed past your limit; he’ll always be there to help you come through it.”1 Corinthians 10:13 What words of encourgement.  Lately I have been dealing with internal warfare mostly but also my stepdad and half brother countinue belittle me.  Despite this I will not forget God’s words gave through the interpreter on Sunday.  It was really only an awaking since I know the verse “Forgive as your Father in Heaven has forgiven you” (…)  All in all I have applied the application to pitty your enemies rather then hate them with success.  It would not been possible without God’s grace and the simple fact that he forgave me first.  God has been so good to me lately.  Actually I have realized that the whole Idea of God not cradleing me like an infant was becase I was ready for “solid food.”   I hope one day those in the dark will see that God wants life and life in abundance for them and that He loves them more than they can fathom even if He is denyed by them.  (I don’t mean to offend anyone I am just trying to share God’s love) 


Finales are over, done and passed.  *sigh of relief*  Friday I babysat and flirted with the role of a Bushi.  Yesterday I gave birth to monk who will grow up to be an assasin and today I fought bandits alongside a bear and a fire elemental.  Grief.  Speaking of which, I just came back from Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events.  It was exelent.  I am sorry kimberly choir,  a family fight distracted me from the time and I was to embaressed to show up to the concert late.  I truely was disapointed.  On anouther note, good news, the church choir has just been moved to Tuesday for rhersal.  Which means I can participate.  Love to all.  God bless and may the force be with you. 


I am under the blankets.  Holding my self and pleading that despair will not prevail.  …

Do you even know how I long for you to hold me?



I have decided to change things here for the new year.  I can’t wait until the semster is over.  life really sucks right now.  I just can’t seem to get off those “lonely isles.”  God is asking me to grow up faster than i think i can take it and i don’t even know if that is what he really wants.  i messed up on my monolouge today, really bad, eek.  lets see what else is going wrong becuase nothing is going good.  i think i am just missing the ultimitly good nature of the fabrication of a decaying universe, no, that is not to positve either.  any ways the theme for the new year is God and his light.  You will hopefully see alot of Thomas Kinkade this year.  also the song playing for the first month, i think i am going to change it monthly is “Ave Verum Corpus.” a beuatiful hym.  God bless