well, “here i am and the children God has given me”. i think that is the right quote but i have no idea why it came to mind. pherhaps it is becasue i met a bunch of neet people at the monkey wrench. it was fun. well, i don’t know what else to write. God is cool. I kind of feel distant though, like i am drownding and i see him on the other side of the water. The good thing is he is not letting go. “He will never leave you or forsake you.” So then, I’m not letting go either. anyways for those of you who do that thing pray for me and my realationship with God it would be much apprciated.