Peru entry 15:
I am wandering in Limbo now. Dancing on a lonely thread between masculinity and feminity. I am like a periwinkle particle stuck between forms. I am a ghost particle. Slipping in and out. From sanity to insanity and enlightment to ignorance. I am weeping, alone in the dark. My faint light diminishs and I close my eyes. Whoe will save me from this akward form, this form that does not belong in the former or the later. I live in the grey line between ying and yang. And yet in confusion I can’t seem to stumble to either side. I am a lone periwinlke particle in this grey abode. Alone? I call on His name,and even in the grey abbyys He picks me up. Above it all.