Japan entry 3
July 15th part 2
Sometimes I want to draw not because it is beutiful but just because it remins me of rennisnce. I will miss west too, I got Mrs. Cox an obsidion knife that the Inca’s used in their blood letting rituals, but actually i think it is more the Aztecst taht dit taht. I have so much to write about, to digest. Its like the shock of leaving has finally start to hit, let alone peru and camp an djoe and bridget and, and maybe even tony. It just feels so good to write now. Its like I habe had to pee for two damn months, and now, now i finally let it all out. I am going to fast forward. I have to talk about Joe. Side no: I really need to talk to someone about everything so this is a first coments first talk basis. Any ways when I thnk aobut Joe a thousand feelings come overwhelmenly, Its such a complicated tihgs its like trying to find the shape of the univers, fatail or eternal, donut or sphere or membreane? And then ho wmany dimensions and were do they come from and why? I want to draw that moment. I met him I belive, back in Febuary or something but i did not see him again until a couple of weeks ago. I did not think anything of it untl he bcem intereseted in my sister. I became interseted in him when I saw with eyes unveiled by lustful attractino. Not that I have it a second thought but the first time i saw him this summer i thought, wow he is hot and then i thought he was flirting with me which was odd becuse i though he was straight, which made the whole idea more exciting, more adventourous. But then i rebuked it becuase i know God’s rightous standard, and his precepts I adore.
and then part 3 will come later.