Amazingness. Simply put that the God of the universe cares to know me will forever seize ot amaze me. What could be more meaninful. God really touched deep parts of me this weekend. I did not expect it. The whole week was about demolishing pretense. Friday night, demolishing pride. Saterday morning, demolishing communication barriers with your parents. Saterday night, demolishing your past. I don’t think I have prayed harder in my life, it was all a God thing. Wow. My past is behind me and God has set himself before me, with me He is taking me to higher places. My youth pastor describe it once as God’s Law being a map to show the way how to find him. The only thing is that map was awfully hard for imperfect man to follow. So God sent his only Son Jeusus Christ into the world, to be Imanuel-God with us- and show us the way. And so God has once again opened my eyes and in the proccess blown me away. Sunday morning was about demoshing expectations that we have about God, the church, Christianity or things that God is doing. The idea, where we expect healing, we see one raised from the dead. Jesus performed these miracles on earth and even today. Although what the raising from the dead is much different then the physical sese of it. “In reply Jesus declared, “I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.” John 3:3 Why is this, because if we are not born again, from above, we will never get. For it says also,”For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God.” 1 Peter 1:23 How can perishable eyes see what what God means by the Kingdom that is imperishalbe or hear his voice, which will have no end. A new creation, rebirth, is neccesary. And for this to come to pass one first must die; “because anyone who has died has been freed from sin. Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him.” -Romans 6:7-9 And so “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!” 2 Corinthians 5:17 It is the immense reality of this that also captivates my awe of God. It is this truth that has set me free. Jesus came to die, why so that we might have life. Because it didn’t end at the cross He rose from the dead in the tomb. Jesus Christ the victor over death has given us the life. As the song goes “My Lord has conquered the grave, His blood has covered my sin, I believe, I believe. Yes my Redeemer lives, my Redeemer lives…” I would invite all who desire for life to seek this Jesus.