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Star date 4:36 of the clock on the the sixteenth of august in the two thousandth and seventh year of our Lord





It is the year of my graduation
and I am a graduate.  I just wasted a bunch of time looking for an old
journal that I can “finish.”  I have two to find and one I may finish
the other I may keep at is it, memories from the past.  At least I am
writing.  anyways this is a prayer journal even be it a digital one. 

lord God, i am just so glad to be here. in your presence again.  its
been like forever, since i have wanted it so bad like i do now.  i
don’t know why i have been so limp, so lazy and slothful.  i don’t know
why i have been stubborn to attend to your heart and why i run and be
just like the world.  Father forgive me for this and all of my
inadequacies and sin.  how do i long, oh lord God how do i long for
you.  you are the source of all of my desire and the my greatest need. 
oh lord you be my comfort and refuge.  i have a lot to think of, to lay
before you at your feet.  master’s commission, Copenhagen, Europe,
travel, distance, money, provision, life, holiness, my eyes, my heart. 
oh how i yearn for you, to be your servant and to be pure in heart that
i may see you.  oh God have mercy.  forgive me of all of my sin and
purify me from all unrighteousness.  you, you alone are God.  no man,
not his body, his voice, form, charm, charisma, looks, smile, eyes,
touch or hands is anything but only that.  men are only men made unto
your image.  not to be worshiped as idols but to be loved as you love
us.  and oh God, you above all things are my one and only love.  Lord
Jesus, I write to you, speak to you.  seated at the right hand of God
and here in me by your Spirit.  oh God of majesty and yet here in this
place how i long to worship you.  to attend your feet, oh God how i do
love.  not just words but trust and action. God this is my heart to
serve and to know you and you and you.  Oh God you are my refuge and my
salvation in you i take delight as you dwell in my inner being yet you
encompassed all and are encompassed by none.  only in you infinite 
humility did you come down and be man to die for us and our salvation. 
Lord Jesus, come quickly. 

Spencer I am here, I am in this
place.  I the Lord have called you and from within you and from the
highest heavens I have longed to be with you as you are with me now. 
Spencer, don’t worry about these things bu fix your eyes on on me and
set  your heart to my voice.  I am the Lord who speaks over you and
calls you out.  I am alone am God and before me there was no one else. 
Spencer, I am here.  Listen and heed my voice and you will find your
dreams, your wildest dreams come true.  Spencer, I am the Lord.  Have
patience with my voice and have patience with me.  For I work gently
and with care with my handiwork that it would not be found in it an
imperfection.  And for my sake I work gently and with care because I
bid.  I bid that this be so that my work is both delicate and gentle to
enter time and history and into you to work in you and not break you. 
That the refining fire would not kill you.  But the demons that
surround you are no more of concern because my winnowing fork has been
released on them and the fire of my anger is not far from them.  But do
not concern yourselves with such things that you may go off on
distracted courses.  Go to my Word and attend my voice as I speak to
and over your heart.  Oh Spencer, I have chosen this way to commune
with you and that is in y sacred heart.  Do not forget how we met
there.  Do not forget all I have showed you and told you but attend to
it and be obedient.  Serve me and all the rest will be given you.  I am
the Lord, I have spoken. 

God please save my
friends.  Father, save my entire family.  I lift up to you Marcus and
Allie.  God I pray for Alli, Lord Jesus God, that you would set her
free God.  That you would let her soar and be free God.  God I pray
that you will loose the bondage that is holding her captive and
enslaved to sin.  God set her free.  God, the lust and the drugs and
alcohol and tobacco.  So many things have mastery her.  God but you
proclaim freedom to the captive and you have broken the chains of
bondage.  Oh risen Christ who has defeated both sin and death, bring
your victory and promise of salvation to fruit in Alli’s life, God. 
God I pray that you would redeem her.  God speak to her.  Let her know
how much God, how much you love her and have plans for her and how you
want to adorn as a daughter and princess in the Kingdom of God.  Let
her know, let her know the truth and open her eyes and ears.  Speak to
her and may the truth set her free.  In the name of Jesus.  God I also
lift up Marcus that you would guide him in his new walk with you.  Give
him the desire to be holy, to be pure and to seek your face and the
things of you oh God.  I continue to lift up Kyra E that you would
strengthen her relationship with you and keep her in your grace.  Give
her a reverence for your Word oh Lord God.  Set her free God from
whatever it is in her that says she it not good enough for you God.  No
one is, but you have called and you have spoken.  And you oh God are
Lord and King.  King of kings and Lord of lords I come before your 
throne to ask that you would guide and bring Danni into restored
seeking of you.  She became a new believer but she has not been
discipled and I have not been able to get a hold of her.  Give me the
chance before I leave God.  Strengthen Amanda as she is part of the
E-free youth group and may it not be about religion but about a real
relationship with you God.  Go forth by your Spirit and call Matt
Mickie to humility and to be a  servant of you, a friend and one who
seeks you Lord Jesus.  And Rick, God, who needs to know you and not
just believe that you exist.  For you have said even the demon’s
believe and tremble but you desire our hearts.  God open Rick’s heart
to you God.  May he desire more out of life and may life and creation
reveal more to him.  And may it be truth and not falsehood.  God, draw
him to you and to the truth.  God, move and break the strongholds in
Nick’s life.  Set him free from the drug addictions and from all the
lies that hold him in bondage.  Open his heart to the truth and to your
Word and you.  Till the soil of his heart.  Pour water to make soft and
nutrient filled Michelle Young’s heart.  She is apathetic to the truth
and bitter but I don’t know why.  Holy Spirit you know all things, do a
work in her.  Destroy the lie of apathy and bind the spirit of
bitterness Lord in the name of Jesus.  Also I lift up Issac, Brian and
Joe as well as the other guys who heard our testimony may that Word
which went forth accomplish what it was set out to do.  It will not
come back without harvest in the name of Jesus.  Work in Issac’s heart
and open him to you, draw him to the Scriptures and even in the Jewish
context make in hungry for your things and things relating to you oh
God.  I also lift up missionary families and ministries that are in my
Bible including the Francisco’s, Faith in Action and Barbara Cavannes. 
Also be with Diandra and let her know your presence with her at Christ
for the Nations Lord I pray in the name of Jesus.  Draw Brodi and Vince
to know you more God.  Heal the women at work and go with me as I
prepare to work and serve today.  I be filled with your fruit of love,
joy, peace, patience, kindness goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and
self-control.  May my eyes and heart be pure before you.  Help me to
reclaim time tonight Lord Jesus.  In your mighty name Lord God.  All
glory and honor to you forever, Amen. 

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About minuiperiannath

Name: Spencer Wentland College: North Central University Year: Senior Major:Intercultural Studies My story of meeting Jesus in short: Not many weeks after I was born my parents baptized me into the Christian faith at First English Lutheran Church in my hometown, Appleton, WI. There they renewed their promises to renounce the devil and his ways, the world and evil and raise me the same way teaching me to love and fear the Lord, the Lord's Prayer, the Ten Commandments, the Creeds and when of reading age to put the Holy Bible in my hands and all the while, with the church community, instruct me in the Christian faith. My parents weren't perfect but they did fulfill the vows they made at my baptism. I had my own more personal experience with the Lord around the age of seven when I followed Jesus out of the Gospels to a "quiet, lonely place" in my backyard with the hope to do whatever Jesus did there. Without realizing it or ever being taught how to "receive Jesus into your heart" it happened quite like that even seeing a mental vision of Jesus and knowing I need to welcome him into my heart and let him sit on the throne of my life. I've never been the same since then and the Lord has kept his promise to be with me "always." I confirmed what my parents chose for me in a public confession of faith and the ritual of believer's baptism at a local swimming school where the Assemblies of God church my mom attends used to do their baptisms. I've never regretted a life with Jesus; life has always been richer, deeper and fuller because of it. About Me: Ha that's a funny question, and a popular one today. Well, if you really want to know "all about me" you will have to meet me. For starters I am hard to put in simple categories and often find myself tumbling between labels; i.e. introverted and extroverted, strong and weak, intuitive yet a rationalist, introspective and social, unique and individual yet needing people and empathetic. I belong to and am part of the Way and that is probably the most defining important part of my being. (Acts 24:14) As a God lover in the Way of Jesus Christ I long to see and embrace all things and people in his love for his glory. Creative people and places energize me. I enjoy and appreciate art and artists and like to contribute and collaborate in making my own art at times. I need my own time and spend a lot of time in contemplation- this is where I get recharged and new vision and vitality for life. A con of my personality is my ill attempts to understand everything about everything. At the same time I also get energy from others and love to be sociable. I make matrix like connections in my mind and although my comments often are perceived as random too me they are very connected to something. To me connection and harmony are very important and I believe the truth brings that out. The last few years have been filled with learning, studying and meeting wonderful people. Copenhagen, Escanaba, Nagasaki, and now back to Minneapolis! So excited to learn, grow and finish my last year at university! Call: I feel strongly called by the Lord to work and give myself as missionary of love to the Japanese people. As the Lord leads I hope to take a missionary assignment through ELCA Global Mission teaching English and serving in congregational mission and leadership in Japan. Eventually I would like to serve as an apostolic worker planting boiler rooms (missional/monastic communities) around the Japanese archipelago with a bunch of other Jesus lovers in international, incarnational bands of friends. About this blog: This blog is for my Church Administration and Personal Finance class. I'm looking forward to interesting and practical conversation and learning that will help develop my leadership and organizational skills for however and whatever takes shape out of the Lord's call.

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